Johan Toet crew up in the roughest neighbourhood of the Hague, a major city in the Netherlands. In surroundings where no one had a ’normal’ job and crime was the rule rather than the exception, Johan had to build an identity for himself, and would do anything to be good enough for his ‘friends’. He became a notorious criminal, earning millions as a druglord and getting anything he wanted. He was incredibly wealthy, but devastated by an intense feeling of emptiness. Who could he really trust? Betrayal and rejection were around every corner, draging him deeper and deeper into dispair. What kind of life had he made for himself, and how could he find a way out? His life took a dramatic turn when he was arrested and sentenced to eighteen years in prison. One night in his cell, he saw his life flash before him. Sitting on the edge of his prison bed, as if struck by a bolt of lighting, he found the answer he had been looking for all his life. It turned his life completely upside-down. Johan’s autobiography aims to show that everyone is good enough.
